WARNING:
this site needs java to operate better...*lip trembling*
please forgive that i was not being thought conscious of you that dont like java*sticks tounge out and makes a face..hahahahahaha*
As you stare into my eyes and wonder what is that I see in you,
look back into them and see what I behold of me
Do you see my laughter? Do you see my pain?
Do you see my screaming sexuality? Do you feel my love?
If you can do all these things, your good,
but you have yet to see all of me.
For my name is Tigerseye an Cluiun
and there's much about me in these pages.
I grant you permission to see them.
Come inside, do not be afraid. I won't hurt you...much,
for the story of me is a long painfull endeavor,
filled with things to stimulate all parts of the human being.
Become settled weary traveler, and take your rest at the fireside,
while I spin the tale of my life
and invite you closer than anyone else has been before.......
To my loving friends, Ands, Andas, and family:
I speak to you all again please hear my words for they maybe my last.
Many wonder why I have changed my ICQ many times recently or wonder why my actions
have been rather questionable. It is because of this, beloved O/ones,
the downfall of Gor.
Gor is not what it used to be. It no longer holds my captivation and awe
like it used to. Gor is not teaching me more about myself as it used to.
Since the the first day of the new year, I have lost mostly every one
and everything that I loved the most including: a loving Master,
a chain of sisters(my kean jalina ja'hesa), a peaceful home,
and nearly three camp fulls of friends due to
petty arguements and stupid actions.
I blame no one but myself for not taking full control over my
recently deranged state. It warrents one of two things;
a kolar or a beheading. Death(RT and/or VT--meaning I still carry some hope)
is not an adventure I want to embark on; but I know
what I must do and who I must become.
a girl should not shock many when she tells you she wears Hawk's RT kolar.
No matter what you may think of him; he prevented a girl,
along with a handful of others, from taking her own life recently in RT.
For this reason she owes him and them everything.
a girl, as a result of losing her VT Master chain sisters and home,
has been battling with in herself over her true form.
SLAVE OR FREE.
a girl in thus state of restlessness is a serious danger to herself
and those she loves dearly. She will endure this and any further pain no longer.
Her RT Master has commanded and ordered a girl
from all chat sites for the next two weeks as
1.) a punishment for a girls actions and disobeying another
one of his commands and orders and
2.) to protect this girl from the pain she endures
watching the home she loves and cherishes be destroyed
by everyones, including her own, quick, stupid, petty
(though it may anger and offend some)
NON GOREAN ACTIONS
this one loves you all very much.
she wishes not to lose any more than who and what she already has.
a girl cannot shut out anyone her icq runs whenever she can be online.
refer to her as what you will it matters not.
The only thing that matters is that Gor ressurects itself,
peace enters the sites, proper training be restored for
A/all Masters, Mistresses, and kajir,
and for all Ands and Andas remember their vows and words
when they began the blood ceremony and think of why
Cormac and Dragor first started the damn ceremony anyway
(if you read a gor book their aint no damn thing such as And or Anda just Davu).
PLEASE, I, Rosa Antoinette Nicole, begs you all
as her friend and loving ja'hesa.
*kneels down and rolls out every single quiva and robe of concealement
I have ever exchanged in a blood ceremony letting the dawning
sunlight radiat upon the complete serene, perfections of them all,
rolling out her body armor/arsenal with all her deadly weapons
hand crafted by Gor's best smiths,
lays down a completely new sparkling ornamented
robes with matching viels, a nose ring, battle leathers,
panther pelts and other panther girl parafanila,
sets of silks(yellow, both reds and white) and a plain silver kolar begging
ALL IF ANY TRUE GOREANS TO PROVE ME WRONG AND TAKE MY UNSPOKEN CHALLENGE!!!!!*